Passion and Peace: I will always

As many of you know, I've been in a telepathic situationship for the past few months—a connection so unique and deep that it has left me both stunned and amazed. But as life often goes, the time has come to cut the ties, step into my own life, and finally begin living without him. As hard as that may seem, and as simple as the coffee I'm sipping on at this very moment, I feel it’s time to let go.

I want to make one thing clear: even though I’m moving forward, he will always be a part of my life. Not because I left, but because I chose to keep him around me in my heart. This was the first telepathic relationship I’ve ever had, and it worked in ways I never imagined. We found ourselves effortlessly connected, sharing passion, peace, and understanding even without saying a word. There’s a magic in that, a magic that I know will linger, no matter where life takes us.

While writing my book about this journey, so many emotions and sparks resurfaced over and over again. And as I reflect on it all, I feel a pull to start over. Not because the book isn’t perfect for me—it is. But because I’ve realized that the true magic lies in the mystery of having someone in your life who you love deeply, yet may never have in the way you imagine. There’s beauty in that, in knowing someone is part of your world even if their presence remains intangible.

I sent him an email, poured out my heart, and expressed my life without him, but his silence—no response—has become its own kind of response. Maybe he’s caught up in his own world, or maybe there are things he still needs to do. Or perhaps he’s waiting for the moment when I finally step away when he can say everything he feels, but without the fear of me bursting into the truth I already know: that he loves me too.

Here I am, sitting with bags of emotions and a mind full of critical analysis about what comes next, now that he’s no longer physically around. No more morning glimpses or evening stares. But I realize that I must be strong, especially in the power of telepathic love. It’s not something you can hold onto forever. You either have it or you make it. You have choices, and I’ve chosen to embrace this for what it has been.

I long for him. I do. The time apart is painful, but I also know it makes me stronger, wiser, and clearer in what I want. As I sit here contemplating a simple breakfast, in the quiet echo of the lounge, I see him. In his favorite color green, with his hands and that beautiful smile. I should let this go. But something deep inside tells me that this story, this connection, will never truly end.