The 11th hour chase

 Why is it that when you on the brink of giving up, like the last straw and the last word someone does a 180 and all attention on you. What are they so damn afraid of? Like they take for granted that you are near them or around them and well you will always be around right? And the moment you are lacing up your sneakers and grabbing your keys, so they show up on the 11th hour. It is as if they are waiting for the thrill of the last hour. Like they scream surprise just as you about to turn the corner. Running scared. Looking for every excuse to talk and talk and talk to you just to keep you hanging. And then back the shell they go until the next goodbye. Now maybe you have all these patient flowers blooming in your garden but the rollercoaster ride is too fast and then too slow. Not sure where to grab onto and yet you need a handle for support. Are we incapable of saying how we really feel in fear of? Or in leiu of? What is the most disturbing is that you will only express your ultimate premonition when it stares you back in the face. Or you have no choice but to make sure she does not disappear into thin air that you cannot breath. Still on the brink feels like a a threat you make to others to threaten that you will leave if there is no result or change. Speak your mind and invoke your feelings at the right time with the right person at the moment forever. Stop being a jackass. Someone wants you in their space and you going too far and over the cliff. Don't hang yourself.

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