TNT

Ever had that feeling that your company that you loved and had so much compassion for has created spears in your lungs that your last breath is your first through the doors everyday. Never know what to expect when transparency is the order of the day. Never know who is sneaking around to hide from you with no eye contact. Evident how the big boys have nothing more to give or to tell you. Sick to your stomach that you have nothing left to give but keep fighting another day. No respect from your staff and definitely no instructions followed with massive excuses. Hardly get to eat because you are to afraid that you might be a victim to their changes and choices. You can feel the tension when they greet or when they trying to be connected but people management is out the door. Handling your staff number and not you as an individual. People are judging. And you can feel that you are the headline news. Caniving and deceitful. Plan of action in place to the next stage of my career. To the next part of my life that does not include this TNT. I would save myself the heartache. And find somewhere where I belong before the black magic kills me. Too much too soon. I pray the reversal of toxicity reaches the right ears and I pray they feel the void when I leave. Too infinity and money. Counting the months. Love and good vibrations. G xxx