Synchronized Downtime

Here I am in my newly dug up garden and dug again compliments of Lana this morning where my Namaqualand daisies are not even a trace on the ground but we pursue a meditation place. Ice cold lime water and the sun almost baking my skin. I chose a meditation spot today. Just the garden and my thoughts. Of course my puppy along side me as always. I did a bit of reading where I read maybe 3 books a few pages each of each book and strangely they all had the same message about suffering. Life's ever lasting suffering and attachment. I have a knack of reading deeply spiritual books and so the break in between is to read other books to keep my mind actively alert on the message. But the synchronicity in each book surprised me greatly. I then did an online video for a job and let that go. And now just the peace within me of actively waiting for the electricity to be fixed once again. Downtime was needed and so my wifi took a break and so did I. I have 1 million things to do for Diwali but I have not moved out of my house much. I guess timing is everything. My garden of peace inspired me the most. Just sitting with freshly cut grass and commanding Lana to come out of the damn compost soil. The art of detaching from your mission. The anxiety lurks as I love the control of completed tasks. But the thrill of empowering myself with knowledge and intuitively choosing me over tasks invigorated by emotionless demeanor has me yearning for the hot summer days and good sex! What do you ask is on my mind right now? Now. The power of now. Watching my puppy sniff and bark at nothing. The birds chirping and my sundial  actively moving in the breeze. Be still. Downtime needed. G xxx

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