Celestial Illusion
Have you ever met someone who has a roving eye? Like peek n boo type. It's evident that this guy has this condition if I may call it that. Never wants to show me what he sees looks good. Maybe shy or just respectful. But never brave enough to look and smile or acknowledge me in any sense of the word. Look back he looks away and I stare a while longer to see if he looks again. The art of pretending. It is realistic to say I have a major crush and a total heartbreak on my hands. However as married as I am he has a way of drifting me off into a celestial illusion and I am afraid I might never return. Sometimes the grass is not always greener. But it is worth it to be curious enough to imagine. His cream cable knitted jumper with his cream chino pants. I notice it all. He might be saying your green dress with your haircut and dangling earrings. Secret diary. Visionary senses alert!! I must stop this fantasy but as celestial as it is so overpowering and tremendously addictive to crave something you might never have. Maybe I was just craving McDonalds. Lol. Until much later. Keep the illusion alive! Love G xxx
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