6 of Swords/The lovers: Edge of something new

 Tarot cards are such a form of meditation that can meet the true self to touch base and control each part of almost an emotional opening, to heal or to adjust the best versions of yourself. It may resonate with your energy or the energy that surrounds you. As I look at my tarot table I remember something that maybe I feel is more of a synthetic atmosphere and a more unpleasant journey. Over the last couple of months, I have pondered upon a very close relative of mine. Each time we visited there was fresh salt scattered all over the doors and windows when we walked in. They hesitated for me to be with them or around them at all. I asked if they wanted my Lana Line (mixes of essential oils and castor oil) that I wanted to create, to help them with some ailments. They had declined. And slowly I started seeing the bigger picture. The excuses were that there were too many Buddhas in my home, or that I had a dog and she prayed which is why she did not visit. I would send Tarot readings so that she could see what the outcome would have been or is, once I read it for her. But slowly she was chipping away, at what we once did for her, and now she is totally not available or does not even call or message. I will tell you why. When I had my miscarriage she called to find out how I was, once. Because that month, the money we owed her could not be paid, she based her feelings on her financial distress, there was no emotional comfort. As the Tarot cards now indicate lying here next to me, is that 6 swords in reverse. Difficulties accepting help. Was it I who did not want her around, or was it that she was not able to give me the support she did for my siblings. Yes, I am speaking of my mother. Normally by the third day of emotional torment, I would run back as a sucker for punishment. This time, narcissistic people have no place in my home, and I feel that if I had any residue that made me more so on the narcissistic side, I healed it. Through Native American Indian meditation. 6 swords also indicate carrying baggage and weight from your past. Is it my past, or is it hers? I am not sure. But words will never be forgotten this time, especially because I have no children of my own. Furthermore, I feel that the baggage needed a good cleanse and a spring clean too. Sadly, it took losing my baby, that made me realize that family is not everything! My small tribe is enough! Just Papa, (Husband) G (Mama), and Lana. We are ok. We will be. Until you find your tribe. Love G xxx PS. Your card for today is The Lovers Card. This card brings love and harmony to two souls that have everything peaceful and loving. Make the best of this Sunday!

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