Stamped with Gratitude

 Even though this is still fresh, knowing that we were pregnant, in the uterus, whereas I was pregnant in the tubes before, and one just didn't work out, it was a miracle baby that I loved with all my heart, as much as I love all the little things that have come across my life over this time, that my heart if filled with gratitude beyond measure. Alex, the dearest budgie that stole my heart. We had gotten Katia, and she was a beautiful blue bird, but she fell ill rather quickly and in a week of getting her, she was gone. I cried a lot. But there is Alex, that came to be with her, so she was not alone, but we had gotten him, in the Universal law, to replace our precious Katia, and he has grown to be a loving and loud budgie we had hoped for. Then there is my loss of my late husband, 5 years ago, that had flawed me and pinned me to the wall. And years later, there is my precious husband, just the most precious person in my life, that just rocks my world, and makes everything so much better. Your loss sometimes, is a beautiful thing, where you need to give up what you thought you had wanted, or let it go because they had left you to another dimension and yet you are set out to get much better, through your lessons from the past, and the present as a perfect gift. Maybe the baby was not ready, but came to show me what I need to do, so that I can get a pregnancy that won't affect me, or my health, that we go to full term, and be the parents that baby had chosen up there. Katia came to teach us how to take care of Alex. My late husband came to probably show me how to love unconditionally and laugh more with my husband now. It is life lessons, that I see that if it was not working out the first time, the second will be so much better. You don't always win on the first try. And this is such a beautiful way to let go of Katia, my late husband and my precious baby, so that the next time we know what to do, the lessons that comes with it. The moments, the atmosphere, the circumstance and the lesson. The journey we all wonder into and plan ahead with so much joy and appreciation for the next venture, only better. So grateful I could write again so quickly, so that others may know that the loss is just the venture for the second but the best. And the lessons teach you how to do more and be more than you could ever be. I will be pregnant again, with all of what I have learnt this time, to give birth to a beautiful baby and be the best mom and dad ever. That is my sincere wish. What is yours? If you feel you want to talk about loss, I have been a widow, losing my precious baby, and losing pets have been the best lessons for the rest of my life, and I choose to accept this with gratitude, for I know that there are greater plans out there, than what is seen with the naked eye. Stamped with gratitude, Gill. PS. You have my email, message me. I am here, I might not have all the answers but we can talk about lessons together. Peace, light, love and diabetic dessert.

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